DETENTION or 2 day off of school

man i was like WTF when he told me i got a detention...thank god i didnt say anything thing smart..well not out loud..because really this what i was thinking in my BRAIN///mother***er, you big 3732748324#$#$#@$%%$^%$^%$^%$^%$^#$^%$#%%$#%#$%$#%@#$%@#$#$#$@#$&^....

just little preview of what i had in mind in my head.. so now it after school ..finding out detention is to 2:30-4pm..I'M like WTF is wrong with y'all people? so y'all really have no life and stay after school and watch kids sit in there seats like a damn loner.. i should recommendb yall a real life.....me i was slapping my i-pod touch and texting to the baby on the sidekick..and the other student was cleaning the room...number one..i be damn to clean a class room i didn't mess up ..because it didn't say i was assign to clean and that why we have janitors for..they get paid...but really i was disappoint that i got detention because really i haven't had it since freshmen year and at school I'm the go to guy or someone who is represent in good way and never do nothing wrong..well sometimes but you know what i mean but really i was little mad..but I'm over it...just say I'm never try to go back to that dusty class again with them loners ..i hate to say it but it true......

i Finally found my (I WONDER)

i had a armor steel plate covering my heart from damage..the worst pain i can ever feel in this world...Heart Broken....everyone feel it once in there life time..i had comes and go's of lush but not love....but nothing like this..at a moment i was going to give up in LOVE... but you came along and my armor drop to my feet so easily that it scared me and you stole my heart and all i can get smiles, hopes and daydreams.. from you...it funny how we first met...we where at each other neck like cat and dog...(ARRGG!!)...i was damaging you with my words to cover how i felt to you and you where taking the blows by blows(Let get READY to RUN Bowl) you had nothing to response back, because how u felt for me so deeply......it made me thought alot how u got me..i use be at the mall checking out new meat..but now when i go. i cant even notice them because i know what i got good at home(home sweet HOME!! LOL).. and there no point if you got something so great waiting for you at home to mess it up......I'm in that type love with you that all i do is write and think about you...funny to say i need to have that type of love phone plan ..because to be honest..baby you killing my mintues to death with are lovely CONVO ..hahaha..but it all worth it for my other half...i look back at are arguement and when we went at it..it like for 10min then forgotten in less than 10 seconds......it hard to be mad at someone who can make you want to slap them at one moment and the next moment make me smile to ear to EAR!...

but yeah i have no mores i wonder because we made it OFFICIAL

FEB 26 2009 11:11pm

Thursday night

i found MY i wonder

do i need to say more..

THE END

ROLLERcoaster!!! take me AWAY!

i just cant wait to get on the road again....listening to this crazy ass soundtrack of "J U N O"...? really i don't know about the movie but really every time i listen to these songs i feel like im silly with my baby right next too me..funny because it like a BIG ass slow Person who deaf tone who sing these songs!!!

but i bought a ticket to the ROLLERcoaster of LOVE! and I'm enjoy every bit of it...if funny people ask what do u know about love..but when u really DEFINE that they call 1-800-8IN-LOVE!! CAll now! sTUFF it different Meanings..not everyone going to like you response but yeah..who cares some people are going to say lush+puppy love, young love= or WTF u want to call it or maybe call it..only just for the moment! haha just for the moment sound like one nightstand...but yeah

ROLLERcoaster!!!RUSH!!! WEE!!

typing and writing

under pressure. im hopeless. i scream for help but no one hears. hopeless to say . can i over come this today..thoughts and wonders flying by..to one end out the other. but none is the right answer to my jounral.. should i go left or should i go right.... confuse? yes? so am i ... that why i try to find the answer thats why... i try to realize what i am saying whlie i type this . but really all i want to do is try to rhyme... i laugh and smile while really inside.. i want to cry and die.. damn really.. im spilling my heart and soul to the spirit that is within me.. please lord ..give a sign that i wonder if i can ever be so greatful ...

Yeah..so that why I sit back..with my feet up and my shade over my eyes and look past the building while the sun is going to rest and me waiting for someone of me dreams. that come out of no where and grab my attention of respect and honestly and make me smile and laugh and relax while I'm in there present ..and feel careless of my surrounding while this dream repeats over and over..I sit and weep from the dream I see and wake up and see that there no were to be ..so I try to hold my hope and pride for that day to be